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Books I Finished In the Past 7 Weeks:

White Fuzz by William Pauly III

“White Fuzz is a weird sort of love story between two deeply disturbed individuals, each a product of their isolated environment. It’s not an easy read. It’s shocking, gross, and horrifying. Manages to check off every trigger! You’ve been warned.”

Franklin feels alone in life. One fateful night, he gets a curious text from a stranger, Lynda, another resident of his apartment building. She convinces him to come over, against his better judgment, and surprisingly, the night seems to be going great, despite a little awkwardness.

However, it’s clear that Lynda is living with demons that are in desperate need of exercising, as everything inside her apartment seems to trigger some dark memory buried deep within her psyche. In hopes of helping her escape the prison that is her home, he invites her over to his place, but the problems only get worse, to the point he fears she won’t make it through the night.

Just when he feels the night has reached peak insanity, he discovers her madness is rubbing off on him…

See my review of this book here.

Twelve Residents Dreaming by William Pauley III

A shipwrecked man comes upon an apartment building located in the middle of the ocean. Inside, he finds the skulls of twelve residents, each one eager to tell their story.

This is the final book of The Bedlam Bible.

See my review of this book here.

Sisters of the Lost Nation by Nick Medina

A young Native girl’s hunt for answers about the women mysteriously disappearing from her tribe’s reservation lead her to delve into the myths and stories of her people, all while being haunted herself, in this atmospheric and stunningly poignant debut.

Anna Horn is always looking over her shoulder. For the bullies who torment her, for the entitled visitors at the reservation’s casino…and for the nameless, disembodied entity that stalks her every step–an ancient tribal myth come-to-life, one that’s intent on devouring her whole.

With strange and sinister happenings occurring around the casino, Anna starts to suspect that not all the horrors on the reservation are old. As girls begin to go missing and the tribe scrambles to find answers, Anna struggles with her place on the rez, desperately searching for the key she’s sure lies in the legends of her tribe’s past.

When Anna’s own little sister also disappears, she’ll do anything to bring Grace home. But the demons plaguing the reservation–both ancient and new–are strong, and sometimes, it’s the stories that never get told that are the most important.

Part gripping thriller and part mythological horror, author Nick Medina spins an incisive and timely novel of life as an outcast, the cost of forgetting tradition, and the courage it takes to become who you were always meant to be.

See my review of this book here.

The Three-Body Problem by Cixin Liu

Set against the backdrop of China’s Cultural Revolution, a secret military project sends signals into space to establish contact with aliens. An alien civilization on the brink of destruction captures the signal and plans to invade Earth. Meanwhile, on Earth, different camps start forming, planning to either welcome the superior beings and help them take over a world seen as corrupt, or to fight against the invasion.

Emp Attack: Crucial Lessons on How to Survive the Most Overlooked Disaster the World by Mark Gibbs

Are You Looking for a Deeper Understanding of Emps and an Easy-to-follow Guide So That You Can Safeguard Yourself, Your Family, and Even Your Neighbors From an Electromagnetic Pulse Attack? If That Is You, You’re in the Right Place!In the Aftermath of an Emp Attack, Much of the Population Could Perish From Famine, Dehydration, Illness, Murder, and Suicide. The Power Grid Could Be Down for Years. Almost All Modern Equipment Would Quit Operating Instantly. What Does This Mean for You and Your Family? The Topics That We Will Cover Today – What to Do Right After the Power Goes Out- The Components You Need to Create a Self-sustaining Power System- Solar the Best Kinds to Use- Solar Panels Inverters- Why You Need a Ham Radio- Making Your Phone Untraceable- Building Faraday Cages- Getting Ready for Natural Disasters Even Though the Average American Citizen Is Not Prepared Whatsoever for an Emp Attack, That Doesn’t Mean That You Have to Be. This Book Is Going to Cover Survival Lessons (Plus a Few Bonus Lessons) on How to Prepare for an Emp Attack Before It Strikes and How to Survive Once It Does. It Doesn’t Matter Whether You Are Just the Average Person Looking to Become a Little More Prepared for an Emp Attack or Are Already a Seasoned Survivalist Looking for More Ways to Become Prepared, as There Is Valuable Information That You Will Learn From This Book.

I’m Glad My Mother Died by Jennette McCurdy

A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child actor—including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated relationship with her overbearing mother—and how she retook control of her life.

Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy. So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,” eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?” She was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her diaries, email, and all her income.

In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the paparazzi (“Hi Gale!”), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame, and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders, addiction, and a series of unhealthy relationships. These issues only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting, Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in her life what she really wants.

Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of shampooing your own hair.

Book I am Currently Reading

If the Universe Is Teeming with Aliens … WHERE IS EVERYBODY? by Stephen Webb

Given the fact that there are perhaps 400 billion stars in our Galaxy alone, and perhaps
400 billion galaxies in the Universe, it stands to reason that somewhere out there, in the
14-billion-year-old cosmos, there is or once was a civilization at least as advanced as our
own. The sheer enormity of the numbers almost demands that we accept the truth of this
hypothesis. Why, then, have we encountered no evidence, no messages, no artifacts of
these extraterrestrials? 
In this second, significantly revised and expanded edition of his widely popular book,
Webb discusses in detail the (for now!) 75 most cogent and intriguing solutions to
Fermi’s famous paradox: If the numbers strongly point to the existence of extraterrestrial
civilizations, why have we found no evidence of them?

Progress: page 121 of 434 (August 21st page 22, September 4th page 26, September 11th page 56, October 2nd page 85, October 9th page 99)

One True Loves by Taylor Jenkins Reid

In her twenties, Emma Blair marries her high school sweetheart, Jesse. They build a life for themselves, far away from the expectations of their parents and the people of their hometown in Massachusetts. They travel the world together, living life to the fullest and seizing every opportunity for adventure.

On their first wedding anniversary, Jesse is on a helicopter over the Pacific when it goes missing. Just like that, Jesse is gone forever.

Emma quits her job and moves home in an effort to put her life back together. Years later, now in her thirties, Emma runs into an old friend, Sam, and finds herself falling in love again. When Emma and Sam get engaged, it feels like Emma’s second chance at happiness.

That is, until Jesse is found. He’s alive, and he’s been trying all these years to come home to her. With a husband and a fiancé, Emma has to now figure out who she is and what she wants, while trying to protect the ones she loves.

Who is her one true love? What does it mean to love truly?

Emma knows she has to listen to her heart. She’s just not sure what it’s saying.

Progress: page 85 of 331 (October 2nd page 1, October 9th page 70)

The Edge of Reality: Two Scientists Evaluate What We Know of the UFO Phenomenon by J. Allen Hynek and Jacques F. Vallée

From the outset, Hynek and Vallee make their position UFOs represent an unknown but real phenomenon. The far-reaching implications take us to the very edge of what we consider known and real in our physical environment. Perhaps, say the authors, UFOs signal the existence of a domain of nature as yet totally unexplored.   In this mind-stretching book, the authors sample UFO reports, including those allegedly involving humanoids, and describe the perceived patterns in the behavior of the phenomenon. They also establish a framework for further study. Where might such study lead? What can be studied, and how? What is the real nature of the UFO phenomenon? Does it originate with the actions of other intelligences in the universe? If so, where and what might they be? Does the UFO phenomenon have a purely physical explanation, or is there a vast, hidden realm that holds the solution?   In this invaluable work, we gain insight into the thinking of Hynek and Vallee’s research and investigations into UFOs, including Project Blue Book, the Pascagoula case, and the Betty and Barney Hill experience

Progress: Audiobook 70%

Revival by Stephen King

A dark and electrifying novel about addiction, fanaticism, and what might exist on the other side of life.

In a small New England town, over half a century ago, a shadow falls over a small boy playing with his toy soldiers. Jamie Morton looks up to see a striking man, the new minister. Charles Jacobs, along with his beautiful wife, will transform the local church. The men and boys are all a bit in love with Mrs. Jacobs; the women and girls feel the same about Reverend Jacobs—including Jamie’s mother and beloved sister, Claire. With Jamie, the Reverend shares a deeper bond based on a secret obsession. When tragedy strikes the Jacobs family, this charismatic preacher curses God, mocks all religious belief, and is banished from the shocked town.

Jamie has demons of his own. Wed to his guitar from the age of thirteen, he plays in bands across the country, living the nomadic lifestyle of bar-band rock and roll while fleeing from his family’s horrific loss. In his mid-thirties—addicted to heroin, stranded, desperate—Jamie meets Charles Jacobs again, with profound consequences for both men. Their bond becomes a pact beyond even the Devil’s devising, and Jamie discovers that revival has many meanings.

This rich and disturbing novel spans five decades on its way to the most terrifying conclusion Stephen King has ever written. It’s a masterpiece from King, in the great American tradition of Frank Norris, Nathaniel Hawthorne, and Edgar Allan Poe.

Progess: page 294 of 461

Four Winds by Kristin Hannah

Texas, 1934. Millions are out of work and a drought has broken the Great Plains. Farmers are fighting to keep their land and their livelihoods as the crops are failing, the water is drying up, and dust threatens to bury them all. One of the darkest periods of the Great Depression, the Dust Bowl era, has arrived with a vengeance.

In this uncertain and dangerous time, Elsa Martinelli—like so many of her neighbors—must make an agonizing choice: fight for the land she loves or go west, to California, in search of a better life. The Four Winds is an indelible portrait of America and the American Dream, as seen through the eyes of one indomitable woman whose courage and sacrifice will come to define a generation.

Progress: Audiobook 27%

Next Up:

Title: The Prepper’s Long Term Survival Bible

Author: Jim Grylls

Book Length: 341 pages

Goodreads Summary: PREPARE FOR THE WORST — If you constantly fear what lies ahead, then let this 11-in-1 Long-Term Survival Bible for Modern Preppers help you!

Should disaster strike, are you and your family ready for it?

Your worries are valid.

From a global pandemic to ego-fueled wars, the constant barrage of bad news has made you wonder (more times than you care to admit) what lies ahead should natural or man-made catastrophes ensue.

That’s why you need to prepare yourself for the worst to ensure safety for you and your loved ones! But where do you even start?

“ THE PREPPER’S LONG TERM SURVIVAL BIBLE 11 Books in 1: A Guide to Thriving Self-Sufficiently During Disaster Scenarios. Home-Defence, Pantry, Stockpiling, Off-Grid Bunker, Survival Mindset and More ” by Jim Grylls is your one-stop shop to surviving the next earthquake, plague, or even World War!

Throughout his career as a renowned survivalist, Grylls has seen, done, and overcome it all! Using the insights, tips, and tools that he’s learned from his line of business, he strategically lays out everything you need to know on how to play the long game and survive any calamity!

Here are the survival masterpieces you’ll get from THE PREPPER’S LONG TERM SURVIVAL BIBLE 11 Books in 1:
● The Prepper’s Long Term Survival Guide : When and Why Prepping. 14+1 Catastrophes that Can Happen Tomorrow as a Déjà Vu, and How to Prepare Yourself for the Worse Scenarios
● The Prepper’s Long Term Pantry in 72 Hours : How to Acquiring Foods on a Budget, Canning, Preserving and Stockpiling for Long Term Survival
● The Prepper’s Doomsday Cookbook : How to Plan and Cook Nutritional Emergency Meal on a Budget + 15 Long-Term Foods You Always Need
● The Prepper’s Disaster-Ready Home : How to Convert Your Home into a Fortress and Build Your Own Off-Grid Bunker + Home-defense tips and tricks
● The Prepper’s Long Term Natural Medicine : Life-Saving Remedies, Herbs, Essential Oil, and Hygiene Tricks for When There is NO Doctor
● The Prepper’s Thriving Mindset : How to Think and Act after the Society Collapse + 3 Tips to Entertain Your Family
● The Prepper’s Military Protocol : Hidden Secrets Used by Forced Army to Survive during the Most Horrific Scenarios and how to Easily Apply Them Now
● The Prepper’s Wilderness Survival Tips and Tricks Handbook : 15 Items You Need, and You Can Afford (for NOW), Mistakes to Avoid while Prepping, the Family Escape Plan from City, and much More
● The Prepper’s Long Term Knowledge : Prepper Basic and Advanced Knots, Start Fires, Edible Wild Plants and Procure Guide
● BONUS 1: Off Grid Solar Panel & 12 Volt Power for Preppers : A Technical Guide to Design, Install and Maintain Self-Sufficient Solar Panels
● BONUS 2: U.S. Army Survival Guide Handbook : The Prepper’s Survival Army Guide to Wilderness Thriving
● You will also find another gift inside. This is a surprise!
» And…. personalized, professional formatting that will follow you throughout this survival journey